from today onwards i am a grad..
i have done wat i suppose to do for club..
finish this last FO..
next time going back will be consider as grad..

it dont have a happy ending..
everyone leave with unhappiness..
everything seem not right..
thought everyone can enjoy this last FO.. but it is jus totally opposite..

it is damn tiring.. it links to attitude.. den link to unhappiness..

first time seeing my yr not dat bonded.. thing happened jus like dat..
i dunno whether it affect all our mood.. but i noe dat after thing happened.. everyone seems to be change.. no mood..

we cried.. 1st time i cry during FO.. not becos it is the last FO.. but it is really sad when thing happened.. i dunno y i cant control.. no one expect thing will happen.. no one wish.. maybe is becos of this we jus break down.. a disappointment.. we cant really done well the last thing together for club..

frankly speaking.. this is the most tiring FO i have ever done.. n i done it quite unhappily.. it is a sad thing for me cos the last thingy i can do for this club ji ran done in this mood..

now i going to another stage of my life alone.. everything repeated itself.. i needa adapt to a new life and new ppl again.. hopefully everything will change to the better.. btw i got into ntu.. i should be happy.. ya.. if my initial reason still valid.. now i will feel abit excited is becos i can stay at the hostel.. but this reason seem to be pointless..

sometime i wish the someone will be there for me when i need to share my feeling..
sometime fren n family is jus cant be the one..
is only can be the special someone..
but now there is no one there for me.. i am jus helpless..