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christmas jus over.. as usual lonely christmas again this yr.. haha.. erm.. where do i spend my christmas? not at hm.. but in hall.. wahaha.. how come lei? needa go back to do some photo taking for inter hall games.. ya.. so this holiday jiu like dat guo lor.. erm.. actually i dun mind go back to sch.. cos at least i got thingy to do.. if not.. whole holiday stay at hm do nothing will become pig de lor.. no one ask me out.. i din ask ppl out.. ya.. being anti-social again.. haa..

i jus being tired of asking ppl out.. cos i dun like the feel of being rejected.. no point asking ppl when everyone is not free rite.. though i really dunno whether r they busy or not.. i jus dun wanna ask lor.. but ppl if u ever wanna ask me out.. is can de lor.. cos i am very free.. ya..

erm.. i haf my new laptop.. feeling bad getting it at 1st.. cos needa use my parents' money again.. think since going to uni.. i haf spend quite alot of money le.. feel real bad.. spend for hall.. sch fee.. allowances.. den now laptop.. haiz.. everything from my dad.. he still haf to support the family de lor.. i really wish i can get all this thingy by myself de.. but i jus cant work while studying ar.. i cant concentrate.. my mum ask me to take tutition lesson.. i noe the timing is very flexible.. but i jus cant teach.. is there any other way to get extra allowance? i still finding..

jus get my result.. erm.. not bad la.. not as worse as i think.. can proceed to next sem jiu hao.. ya.. needa work harder next sem.. yao jia you.. yeah!

new year coming.. haa.. no countdown this yr? i dunno.. waiting for ppl to ask me out.. haa.. any hao xing ren will do dat.. i dunno.. jiu wait lor..

i still do alot of thinking.. i noe i really think too much.. i jus cant stop thinking.. i dunno y.. i haf think alot of thingy.. you de mei de.. memories.. luan xiang.. but thru all this thinking.. i wanna admit i still miss u.. sry i cant deny..

只能想念 是苦的