sianz..
this few wks are busy with sch work, tests and proj..
feel like no time to rest well.. everyday is like rushing for time..
stress comes again..
i dun like rushing proj, studying for tests.. who like it? haa..

erm.. think recently lose temper quite easily.. dunno anyone notice it..
sometimes there is a reason behind.. but sometimes dun haf.. or dun really noe wat make me like dat.. haa.. sometimes is hard to explain/express.. think i still bad at it.. so forget it la..
sry to those i show my black face to.. i jus being stubborn.. zhuan niu jiao jian.. that's my character i think..

over-promise is a bad thingy.. think i used to promise or say wanna do alot of thingy.. but end up din do it.. think for me.. i like to give myself pressure.. when thingy is not done when i wan.. i will feel sianz.. not happy.. to myself.. sometimes give myself or other alot of hope.. but end up get disappointment.. i dun like that feeling.. boo.. therefore now i try not to easily promise or agree with thingy.. i jus can say.. i will try to do the un-done thingy.. but i cant promise i will get it done.. no hope.. no disappointment..

sometimes i feel dat i have no power in talking.. ppl jus cant focus to wat i say.. though sometimes i am toking abt serious stuff.. am i too nagging? or am i jus toking bullshit? i dun like to tok to ppl when they r not concentrating.. i dun like repeat.. maybe i jus cant tok properly.. or maybe i shall stop toking..