today i cried.. 1st cry in 2006.. some know for wat reason.. some dunno.. really very sad.. very disappointed and very fed up.. think i haf reach my limit.. really.. wanna reject pls tell me earlier.. t dun wait until i am very looking forward to the event den tell me u all r not going.. dat feeling is like going to the heaven in few steps more but in the end u come to the hell instead.. the feeling really very bu hao shou.. y? i keep getting disappointment.. i think i put u all in too high priority.. should i keep it lower? really sad.. this is wat i can say..

go arcade jus now.. play abit to fa xie.. is a not bad de-stress way.. but too bad din really play much..