Sianz....

long time din write liao... cos dunno wat to write n no mood write lor... actually now i still dunno wat to write leh... just sianz.... maybe just now i saw something that make me feel no mood(but i won't tell out one lor, no one know, it's a secret..shh...) dunno lah wat over is over i think i don't think too much liao... i think i will be ok soon....

ok lah talk abt other thing lah... yesterday i haf a 5 min presentation(it's individual one).. i think i really nervous sia... very funny lor... i dunno y i was nervous. i even dun understand wat i haf said(dunno teacher understand or not?)aiya... forget it lah... i think i really haf no confident, where is my confident goes? i want my confident back... i can't be always like dat... how? i dunno wat to do? no one can tell.... xiao hui advise me to go for courses/talks abt building up confident one and she even say she is willing to accompany me go but i just don't feel like going leh(even though i know it may help) haiz... dunno how? sad... i think i today i stop here 1st lor cos i really haf no mood n nothing to write...haiz... ok lor cya.. :(