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today's feeling... sad again.. just now happen le something.. think is all my fault.. just now like having a slient quarrel.. cos is thru' sms.. think ur mood now is really low ba.. u finally realise dat there is a problem in our relationship liao.. but the problem is not lies on u is on me.. i noe ar.. actually i already noe that i haf the problem liao.. dat is not open enough... but i haf try to be open le.. dang u go for ur field camp.. that period i told myself i should be more open to u... so from ur 1st day in field camp till the last day of field camp.. i everyday send u sms(i noe u will not reply ar but i still send lor).. to tell u wat happen on dat day n everything.. den everytime the sms will more than 4 pages long(i really haf alot of thing to tell u) lor.. thought u can read when u come back but really too bad... u can only receive the last msg i haf send u.. u noe y i wanna keep thing to myself n dont tell u face to face cos i scared when i say out le both of us will be unhappy.. to avoid unhappiness so i keep thing to myself lor.. but now i found out dat it is not always true dat keeping thing can avoid unhappiness... now also same ar.. i keep thing to myself both of us will feel more unhappy lor..
but now still haf another problem... is the sianz problem.. i noe when i tired i will look sianz.. so is not going out with u so i sianz lor.. is i really tired.. i dunno leh.. it just can't help lor.. i will automatic look sianz when tired de leh.. wat can i do.. i noe when u see me sianz.. u also will feel sianz.. i noe ar.. really sorry for making u sianz.. i not gu yi de.. wat can i do? who can help me?
fan na...
fan lor.. got many thing to fan lor.. study lah, relationship lah, n bla bla bla... tests coming.. very sianz.. but no choice haf to study.. really scared i cannot make it sia.. fri just hand in a project.. den realise dat i din really finish the assignment... yue zhen y u become like le?.. last year u not like dat de leh.. y become so careless liao?.. yue zhen u really useless liao.. change le.. become so slack.. y? actually i very stress also lor.. dunno y?.. this yr like very packed sometime like no time lor.. am i really too committed to club liao? should i hack care abit? i dunno..
words to..
[rosalind: dun too stress lah.. dun xiang those you de mei you de thingy lah.. wat.. no yi yi staying in this world lah.. u ben ben de leh.. every problem will haf solution de lor.. like ur study yesterday u go remedial le den ur doubt solve le rite.. so be happy ba.. got ppl more stress than u lor.. haha.. :D]
[cynthia: think u no worry abt ur study de lah.. u say u becoming slack also.. n ur result got abit dui bu le.. i think is just zhan shi xin de lah.. this wed u got test rite.. i think u can do it de lor.. so study hard n good luck for ur test.. hee..]
[everyone: all my frenz.. gd luck for the coming tests..]
today's feeling... sad again.. just now happen le something.. think is all my fault.. just now like having a slient quarrel.. cos is thru' sms.. think ur mood now is really low ba.. u finally realise dat there is a problem in our relationship liao.. but the problem is not lies on u is on me.. i noe ar.. actually i already noe that i haf the problem liao.. dat is not open enough... but i haf try to be open le.. dang u go for ur field camp.. that period i told myself i should be more open to u... so from ur 1st day in field camp till the last day of field camp.. i everyday send u sms(i noe u will not reply ar but i still send lor).. to tell u wat happen on dat day n everything.. den everytime the sms will more than 4 pages long(i really haf alot of thing to tell u) lor.. thought u can read when u come back but really too bad... u can only receive the last msg i haf send u.. u noe y i wanna keep thing to myself n dont tell u face to face cos i scared when i say out le both of us will be unhappy.. to avoid unhappiness so i keep thing to myself lor.. but now i found out dat it is not always true dat keeping thing can avoid unhappiness... now also same ar.. i keep thing to myself both of us will feel more unhappy lor..
but now still haf another problem... is the sianz problem.. i noe when i tired i will look sianz.. so is not going out with u so i sianz lor.. is i really tired.. i dunno leh.. it just can't help lor.. i will automatic look sianz when tired de leh.. wat can i do.. i noe when u see me sianz.. u also will feel sianz.. i noe ar.. really sorry for making u sianz.. i not gu yi de.. wat can i do? who can help me?
fan na...
fan lor.. got many thing to fan lor.. study lah, relationship lah, n bla bla bla... tests coming.. very sianz.. but no choice haf to study.. really scared i cannot make it sia.. fri just hand in a project.. den realise dat i din really finish the assignment... yue zhen y u become like le?.. last year u not like dat de leh.. y become so careless liao?.. yue zhen u really useless liao.. change le.. become so slack.. y? actually i very stress also lor.. dunno y?.. this yr like very packed sometime like no time lor.. am i really too committed to club liao? should i hack care abit? i dunno..
words to..
[rosalind: dun too stress lah.. dun xiang those you de mei you de thingy lah.. wat.. no yi yi staying in this world lah.. u ben ben de leh.. every problem will haf solution de lor.. like ur study yesterday u go remedial le den ur doubt solve le rite.. so be happy ba.. got ppl more stress than u lor.. haha.. :D]
[cynthia: think u no worry abt ur study de lah.. u say u becoming slack also.. n ur result got abit dui bu le.. i think is just zhan shi xin de lah.. this wed u got test rite.. i think u can do it de lor.. so study hard n good luck for ur test.. hee..]
[everyone: all my frenz.. gd luck for the coming tests..]
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