for the girl with the broken smile

Sunday, August 29, 2004

i'm back...

today's feeling... sad again.. just now happen le something.. think is all my fault.. just now like having a slient quarrel.. cos is thru' sms.. think ur mood now is really low ba.. u finally realise dat there is a problem in our relationship liao.. but the problem is not lies on u is on me.. i noe ar.. actually i already noe that i haf the problem liao.. dat is not open enough... but i haf try to be open le.. dang u go for ur field camp.. that period i told myself i should be more open to u... so from ur 1st day in field camp till the last day of field camp.. i everyday send u sms(i noe u will not reply ar but i still send lor).. to tell u wat happen on dat day n everything.. den everytime the sms will more than 4 pages long(i really haf alot of thing to tell u) lor.. thought u can read when u come back but really too bad... u can only receive the last msg i haf send u.. u noe y i wanna keep thing to myself n dont tell u face to face cos i scared when i say out le both of us will be unhappy.. to avoid unhappiness so i keep thing to myself lor.. but now i found out dat it is not always true dat keeping thing can avoid unhappiness... now also same ar.. i keep thing to myself both of us will feel more unhappy lor..

but now still haf another problem... is the sianz problem.. i noe when i tired i will look sianz.. so is not going out with u so i sianz lor.. is i really tired.. i dunno leh.. it just can't help lor.. i will automatic look sianz when tired de leh.. wat can i do.. i noe when u see me sianz.. u also will feel sianz.. i noe ar.. really sorry for making u sianz.. i not gu yi de.. wat can i do? who can help me?

fan na...
fan lor.. got many thing to fan lor.. study lah, relationship lah, n bla bla bla... tests coming.. very sianz.. but no choice haf to study.. really scared i cannot make it sia.. fri just hand in a project.. den realise dat i din really finish the assignment... yue zhen y u become like le?.. last year u not like dat de leh.. y become so careless liao?.. yue zhen u really useless liao.. change le.. become so slack.. y? actually i very stress also lor.. dunno y?.. this yr like very packed sometime like no time lor.. am i really too committed to club liao? should i hack care abit? i dunno..

words to..
[rosalind: dun too stress lah.. dun xiang those you de mei you de thingy lah.. wat.. no yi yi staying in this world lah.. u ben ben de leh.. every problem will haf solution de lor.. like ur study yesterday u go remedial le den ur doubt solve le rite.. so be happy ba.. got ppl more stress than u lor.. haha.. :D]

[cynthia: think u no worry abt ur study de lah.. u say u becoming slack also.. n ur result got abit dui bu le.. i think is just zhan shi xin de lah.. this wed u got test rite.. i think u can do it de lor.. so study hard n good luck for ur test.. hee..]

[everyone: all my frenz.. gd luck for the coming tests..]

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