for the girl with the broken smile

Saturday, November 20, 2004

wat happen to me...

dunno wat happen to me leh.. get tired very easy.. though i got slp.. n i din slp late.. i quite early jiu slp le leh.. abt 10+ to 11.. but hor.. dunno y.. recently i 8+ jiu wake up le.. last time din reach 11 wont wake up de.. at 1st i thought i was stress abt the sales thingy.. so when i wake up at 8+ n think of the sales thingy jiu cant slp le.. but sometime din think of anything also so early jiu wake up le.. den wake up le.. jiu cant slp.. den so early wake up at hm nothing to do jiu watch tv, play internet, sing k.. like got many thing to do rite but watch tv watch till nothing to watch liao jiu sian le.. internet more worse nothing to surf de.. just check mail, friendster den sometime update blog jiu nothing le.. den sing k.. also sian.. sing until nothing to sing le.. thought of buying new de but lazy to go out n dun wan waste money.. den after all these thingy do until sian le... me jiu started to tired le.. nothing to do at hm relax also feel tired dunno y.. den i got go sch mah.. i go there i also tired though i do nothing.. i think i seem more tired than those yr 1 doing the camp de... i go there jiu yawn(hey dun misunderstand not see those yr 1 jiu yawn) is just feel tired den yawn de.. den hor can feel like slping all the way until i go hm de lor.. dunno y like dat leh?

my mum tell me to see doctor.. she think i got wat diabetes or wat.. will get tired easily.. but i think i dun haf these illness ba.. i think i got those pi lau zheng.. those illness that get tired becos of work overload.. or maybe my brain din get rest enough.. cos i keep thinking of something.. until i wanna slp le also got something in my mind.. maybe i think too much le.. but i cant help leh.. when i haf nothing to do or alone.. jiu haf something to think leh.. den siqi think my mental got prob(not mad.. i still normal) .. she think after breaking me cai become like dat.. n she think i not in my own self now.. but i think i din look any different at all leh.. aiya.. i dunno.. i dun care becos of wat reason.. i just dun want to feel so tired anymore..

think i recently very suai.. climb sch gate.. den nearly fall.. so now i got blue black everywhere.. but i feel sorry is i kicked dao siqi's face.. think if i din kick dao her.. i think i will really fall down.. she save le my life.. haha.. n hor.. make brownies also can make till i tang dao my hand.. haiz.. really suai..

these 2 days left me n my elder sis at hm.. all go back to my grandma's hse at malaysia.. so think will maybe very sianz ba.. cos my sis will always not at hm.. n leave me alone at hm.. dunno wat to do.. haiz.. think of watching the horror movie "shutter" but dun dare to watch alone.. 2 more days jiu interaction camp le.. think will be quite xin ku.. cos our yr is miu.. do those tough job de.. n advance day will haf no time to slp.. cos need to do the indicator.. hope can be very fun.. haiz.. after camp jiu sales.. i very scared.. hope everything can over quickly..

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