y cant do thing for myself? really cant i?
hey shit.. wat for question me.. do i noe u anyway?
i like to do.. so wat..

think i really is a stress kid.. every little single thing will get me stress..
prepare for my own bday will also feel dat stress..
think brain really going to tied up soon..

but i got abit worry.. really..
worry abt the attendance and others here n there..
predict wat will happen dat day.. predict all the bad thingy happen..
ya.. if my prediction is so gd.. den i wont be here worry all this thing..
i am jus pessimistic..

i should be more optimistic.. rite?
everything will be fine.. rite?
i must enjoy.. i will try my best to be the host..
cos dat is my day.. which my mum give birth to me 21st year ago.. haha..

i shouldnt keep drilling the cow's horn(zhuan niu jiao jian).. haha..
though i am double cow.. taurus and born in ox year.. haha.. so i always say i am shuang niu zuo de.. haha..
let it be.. usually thing wont change to the way u expect/want..
but y everything i will find reasons to an wei myself? but when time pass i will still think back again..
wat a stupid me..
i am jus a liar to myself.. haha..
i dun like liar but i am a liar.. it's jus contradicting.. haha..

a liar ended her blog for today