for the girl with the broken smile

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

today's feeling...

today go sch haf my very 1st meeting with my sub com.. feel quite nervous cos is the 1st meeting mah.. den seldom speak english in front of them den feel quite pai seh.. luckily is just a short short of 10 to 15 min nia.. but think i did not do dat gd also cos i just feel no confident n nervous.. so later half of the meeting i let heyi finish it.. he did very well i think cos he tok wif lots of confident.. sometime really wish i can haf half of his confident.. k lah... think i should write faster le cos someone is saying me writing very slow.. feeling more n more stress liao.. cos the sale is getting nearer n nearer.. n today suppose go n collect the bears de but no one call me so it mean it is not arrive yet.. feeling gan chiong de.. suddenly like alot thingy haven done yet.. hopefully tml can get the bears.. or else i bu fang xin sia..

just now went to jurong point eat.. den after eating we go down basement den i went in to sembawang to look for the elva dvd karaoke so i look ard but like dun haf leh.. so i ask a sale assistant.. at 1st i din notice him de.. until i ask him den i found him quite handsome.. side view look like daniel wu.. omg.. can feel my heart is beating fast.. n my face is hot.. 1st time haf this feeling.. seeing him i feel very happy.. so i keep sha siao.. just now sitting in front the store.. tou tou de see him.. dunno he got notice me mah? hope he din notice.. cos very pai seh leh.. dunno y haf this feeling.. is this called yi qian zhong qing? i dunno.. think after today i should go jurong point often.. haha..

ok finish today's feeling le.. now i wanna at here wish xing juan happy 17th birthday.. though today is ur bday but i still wanna say.. i am cuter than u.. haha.. think now u r vomiting le ba.. hee.. noe u not long.. find dat u r quite a jian tan de ren.. cos i seldom can chat wif someone so long in msn de.. btw enjoy chatting wif u.. hee... den u always look so cheerful.. gd leh.. stay always like this ba.. haha..

to someone else: think only the someone noe wat i am writing.. hey dont feel sad anymore le.. though i noe it is hard to dont feel sad.. but be strong u will always haf us.. glad dat this time u call me n tell how u feel.. hope after saying out ur feeling n after all the crying le u can feel better.. if u still need a listening ear, i will always be there de.. dont sad le.. dont think too much le.. k..

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