exam half way... no just started today 1st paper..

today is inse.. got abit difficult i think.. but still ok lah.. think wun fail can liao.. hee.. today give myself half day off... cos from last week until yesterday i haven relax.. cos study all the way.. den tml start again le.. so now nothing to do.. come here write blog lor.. just now look thru my previous de blog.. some very funny, some read le.. like got feeling de.. can feel dat time write de feeling.. den got some memory flash back.. quite hui wei de.. but too bad cannot go back le.. only can become part of my memory.. haa.. now must wang qian kan le... must think of future.. haha.. ok.. i already plan le.. after exam rite.. wed, thur, fri go swim if nothing crop up lah.. cos i wanna to tan my fatty bye bye arm.. haha.. den think sat go sentosa ba.. i wanna u to go also(u can only go on sun).. like dat need to go on sun le.. but think yr 1 got game brief on sun.. so how? i dunno.. nvm.. chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi.. haa.. den either 7 or 8 go kelly hse to do brownies and prepare the bear thingy if she is free.. haa.. still got 10 nov go for apex thingy... hope it is fun.. seem dat i will be very busy after exam.. hee.. if the waitress de job ok.. and meet my time.. i think i work part time also.. no choice.. no money le.. den got camp again dunno can go mah... dunno got work mah.. haha.. just hope my exam can faster over.. haha.. after this week think days will go very fast le.. like zoooooommmmm like dat le.. ya i haven wish everyone gd luck for their exam... i noe some of them tml jiu finish le... dun too siao zhang.. me soon le.... haaha...

finally can meet u le.. last weekend sat.. really miss u 3 weeks cannot meet u.. u din change alot.. only ur hair grow long abit le.. haa.. can gel up le.. very fast we being together almost 5 mths le(this sat jiu 5mth le).. feel happy to be with u.. although we cant like other normal couple meet everyday.. at least we can meet once a week.. however sometime i really hope u can be with me.. when i feel down or stress.. but i noe is not ur fault.. i understand de.. so i think.. without u de shi hou i can learn how to be independent... n one week meet once like dat i can have more time to miss u... i miss u lot.. wu shi wu ke zai xiang ni...
i think i going to make u disappointed again le.. cos this sat i cannot meet u le.. i need to study for my exam.. really sorry always make u disappointed.. feel bad.. really.. i noe i have make u disappointed from ur very 1st parent visit to ur pop parade to ur ocs parent visit to this sat meet up... i feel really sorry.. i just hope next time if u got any thing on n u wanna me go.. i can go.. or i will feel really guilty..
from a phone conversation.. i found dat u have become more mature le.. ur thinking very mature.. u thought alot of thingy.. make me feel dat i am still a kid.. really glad dat u haf alot xiang fa..
ok le.. write till here.. wish u gd luck for ur test tml.. study hard.. i noe u can do it de.. luv u..

finally i'm back... i still alive...

1 mth+ din write le.. not because nothing happen den din update.. is dun haf the time to update... cos i noe when i write rite.. i need hrs to write de lor... hee.. what did i do during this 1 mth+? hmm... quite alot of things... especially september... dunno attend how many bday, wedding chalet.. blah blah.. ya din forget i also attend le my ren sheng de "1st grad nite".. wahahaha.. not for me de of cos.. is for our fresh grad de... den next is urs bday n ur mum's bday chalet.. first time see ur family.. feeling very bu xhi zai.. but still ok.. they r quite friendly de.. hee... dat nite rite.. u really make me you worry you angry sia.. cos u drunk le.. 1st time see someone drunk in front of me.. den i really dunno wat to do lor? very fan.. dat moment.. want to turn n go.. but i bu ren xin... so decide to stay n take care of u.. next time pls control.. i dun wish to see u like dat again.. u noe i see u like dat.. i see u xin ku.. i also feel xin ku..

due to attending too many bday celebration n wedding.. i could not write everything in details.. so i just list down the events i had went.. ok.. 1st is the grad nite, follow by ur and ur mum bday, den angela's, den alan's wedding chalet and lastly teng choon de.... u see.. dat mth i sooo busy... where got time to update my blog.. wahahahazz...

after all these events... my stress period come le... PROJECTS DUE... really stress lor.. can see me everytime rush projects rush until siao lor... den after projects got presentation.. really want my life sia.. cant breathe.. last 2 week i stress until i dreamt alot guai guai de dream... stress until my mind also cannot rest sia.. now also din improve much.. cos test n exam coming... really very stress.. not only test n exam... i got alot of things to fan also.. my family prob.. think is quite serious de.. me very stress.. arhhhhh.... i really want to cry..

when can everything over? i dunno i still can ren duo jiu...

2 weeks din see u le... ni hai hao mah? in ocs still can adapt mah? think everything is ok inside... without u de weekends really bu xi guan... very bored at home.. nothing to do.. yesterday is ur parent visit day.. sorry dat i cant go again.. i noe last time i also din went.. i really feel bad.. if today i dun haf test.. yesterday i surely go de... but wat over is over le... now haf to wait until sat den can meet u... really miss u very much... tml u need to go field camp again.. 3 days 2 nites de... thur den come back.. u must take care of urself.. k..


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