yeah yeah tml off day.. haha..

1 wk n 2 days din rest well le.. feel very tired this few days.. den get sore throat somemore.. keep sneezing also.. i dunno is going to flu liao or got ppl thinking of me.. haha.. jiu shi feel tired n sick ba.. hee..

erm.. i think slowly get used to my working life le ba.. find dat actually things happen in my work dont really needa tell anyone.. over jiu over lo.. wake up le tml jiu forget le.. haa.. however sometime got a urge to tell ppl but in the end i'll choose to keep to myself still..

u r in my mind still..

tml off day.. yeah..

erm.. how can i spend my off day? slp eat slp eat? slp n eat as much as possible.. cos i will never get enough on my working days.. haha.. think i jus cant like dat waste my off.. haha.. tot of catch a movie or go out walk walk.. but who can i ask? wont be alone ba? haha..

i noe who can i tell my working thingy to le.. actually cant really say to other also.. cos think they wont understand it.. so i choose to tell colleagues.. haha.. we can jus complain watever we want.. haha..

haf alot of dreams recently.. i cant haf a deep slp.. cos i always find myself sitting up in the middle of the night.. it been a long time i sit up when slp le.. stress ma? my dreams do appear working scene.. but think is work too long hrs le.. the brain is all work work work.. but it also mix with bad dream n gd dream too.. all look so real sia.. i really wish some of the dreams is real de lor.. but too bad it's jus a dream.. erm.. but thru all these dreams i realised dat the one is still there in my mind.. will always be there.. never change.. i think..

is loneliness the force for work?
long hrs job suit those who haf no restriction to anything..
suit those who r single.. suit those who r free & easy.. suit those who no need time for ownself/other..

watever.. i jus work to let the time pass.. to make myself busy..

thank for concerning abt me..
a fren to fren concern warm my heart..
though i will misunderstand sometime.. dun worry.. i noe i haf think too much le.. haha..

u r still in my mind.. am i in urs too?

tml start work again..

today cut hair le.. haha.. go see doc le also..
stand for long.. my lower back will feel really pain sia.. den jus now go see doc.. she say i got long short leg.. so she help me to adjust back le.. den another doc say my middle back is hard.. maybe the spine got abit prob le.. ohh.. dat scary sia.. but watever lah.. dat is future prob le.. maybe few yr later i will get feng si le ba.. haa..

so young jiu get these old ppl illness.. aiyo.. my body ar.. haa..

p.s: jus now de tui na make me drop tear.. haha.. i dunno is pain or itchy lei.. think i really scared itchy ba.. haha..

jus now treat my family eat crystal jade.. haha.. actually is advance celebrate mother's day.. cos i wont haf any free time le.. the dish in crystal jade ar really small sia.. not enough to eat de.. not gd de.. hehe.. but think the dish is still not bad ba.. haha..

To mama:
Advance happy mother's day.. Thank you for taking care all of us till so old.. xin ku le..
please take care of urself also..


stay happy ok? when u feel happy.. everything will become brighter..
stress izzit? maybe not..
i will never understand.. jus take care will do..

jus back to work again..

i wanna "report" my work experience for today.. haha..
no one will haf interest to noe my working exp. de.. so jiu let me tell my blog ba.. hee..

i am out of the world.. i am alone in my working life..
i haf a very long working hrs.. the longest working hrs is 13 hrs.. 9.30am to 11.30pm..
din feel dat tired.. jus dat legs n lower back feel pain only.. n always din get enough slp.. i haf dark eyes rings le lah.. :( i work more than i slp.. poor thing..

no time for myself.. actually i need time for wat.. i jus need time to slp only.. i dun need time to do other thing also.. cos i am all alone..

today a stupid idiot customer wanna order cake.. a stupid durian cake..
ask when can collect his cake.. den i say after 1pm.. den he ask can b4 2pm..
den i ans i cant confirm but we will try to get it for him b4 2pm..
den his stupid girl fren ask me to confirm the timing lor..
wah.. her tone.. is like shit!! so wat u r customer!!
hey hey hey.. i am jus a part timer.. jus work for 6 days.. u bitch!!
but in the retail line.. customer is always rite.. bullshit!! so i jus go ask my supervisor lor..
den i confirm the cake can reach our outlet by 2pm.. den me jiu tell them lah..
den the guy.. act wat lame lah.. ask me if the cake cant reach by 2pm how?
n ask me to eat the whole cake up if the cake cant reach by 2pm.. n ask me to return him back the money..
shit him lah.. really fed up liao.. heard him like dat say.. den me jiu ans him back lor..
ok i will eat the cake up.. if it din reach by 2pm.. really make me fed up dao i shoot him like this sia.. i think i really can tahan sia.. i still smile smile serve them till they pay money.. wah..
really ar.. this kind of ppl ar.. can knock the wall n die suan le lah..

think i haf to cool down.. jus now got another customer make me shy sia.. hee.. is a mother lah.. she wanna order cake for her daughters' bday.. den me jiu help her take order lor.. wah.. at 1st wei le the 10% discount she make thing to troublesome.. make me got abit pai cek(cos previous case i still haven totally cool down yet).. but in the end.. she say i look pretty.. aiyo.. make me dunno how to ans her back.. den jiu shy shy de say no lah no lah.. hehe.. this really cool me down alot.. haha..

though i still got alot to update de.. but if i update all.. thie entry will be very long le.. so jus stop here 1st.. next time den update..

work make me cant think much.. really.. but after work is the time to feel lonely again..
really hope can find someone who i can share my you de mei de..
lack of warmest.. alone is always cold..

i need frens.. though i haf 2 very supportive frens.. siqi n xiaohui.. always is u 2 going out wif me.. thank alot..

more working hrs = more pay.. hee..
less meal = can slim down? haha..

jus back from work..

this my 2nd day of work only.. sell cakes, durian roll, mango roll n etc.. haa.. is more relax den the previous but the working hr is long.. suppose is 10am to 9.30pm.. but this 2 days is from 10am to 10.30pm+++.. think the future days also like this ba.. haa.. really is come back slp den next day work sia.. haha.. but i still will online awhile.. really jus awhile.. b4 12midnight will offline..

2 days din eat dinner.. hungry now.. but stomach is making noise now.. erm.. think do this job can slim down.. haha.. so we jus wait n see.. stand all the way.. legs pain.. den dunno y lower left shoulder there also got blueblack-pain.. dunno y recently feel abit headache.. aiyo.. think really over 21st jiu old le.. whole body pain here n there.. haha..

now i dun haf a proper schedule.. so i dunno when i off or wat.. haha.. so now jus do lor.. haa.. do till i got inform when is my off lor.. haha.. so no free time now.. got.. after 11pm ba.. haa..

ya.. today i saw my sec vball junior, qian hui.. haa.. few yr din meet liao.. haha.. she come angie to buy cake for her bro.. think today or when is her bro's bday ba.. though i dunno her bro.. jus wish him happy birthday ba.. haha..

really no time to think.. but still will miss alot..
i may not be ard.. but think thing will not change..
take care pls..

i got a job.. tml start work..

finally can dun rot anymore.. jus got a job.. haha.. think will be quite busy ba.. cos is work 10am to 9.30pm.. den think wont online for long le.. haha.. n hope haf no time to think so much.. after work come hm jiu slp.. den wake up jiu go work.. ya.. everyday will be like dat.. no more holiday for me.. cos weekend n public holiday haf to work also.. erm.. maybe jus a off day ba..

so now i haf time jiu blog lor.. if not.. dunno when haf time to blog again le..

all the outing like going sentosa.. u all can go without me le..

see whether will there be any changes during this period?