i'm ok le...

back from camp.. time flies real fast.. 4 days 3 nites like dat over le.. the camp is very sucessful... this need to thank all the pc.. u all really done a great job.. u all put in the effort.. finally got the chen guo le.. well done.. feel happy for u all.. continue to work hard ba.. looking forward for the FO..

wat hav i done this few days after camp?
fri go airport send raphael.. actually wanna give him surprise de but he see us at the mrt station.. haha.. i can admit dat we r not gd in giving ppl surprise.. after sending him.. we go tm watch shutter with yr 1 pc.. oh my god.. more n more ppl know my weakness le.. dat is i will cover my eyes when watch horror movie.. haha.. but i still got watch the whole show n know the scene hor.. though i cover my eyes... haha... feeling happy dat day cos i finally could watch the movie i wanna watch long time ago le..

sat go ps celebrate siqi's bday.. actually also wanna give her surprise de but wat i haf said above we r really bad in giving surprise.. she got abit suspect le.. but overall ok lah.. still can make her happy.. after dinner we go orchard see the christmas lighting n heeren.. buy a pair of slipper n can use it for coming sat le.. yeah.. yesterday saw a group of guy singing outside heeren.. they sang very nice.. they sang a song think called wanna grow old with u(think is this title).. very nice.. quite romantic... heard from xiaohui dat teng choon had sing for her.. so sweet.. very xian mu her.. if someone sing it to me.. think i will melt ba.. actually yesterday i feel abit moody de.. when go to ps n walk along orchard rd cos these places had alot of memories.. but ok lah.. dont feel so bad le.. wat over is over le.. old de din go.. new de cant come mah.. hee.. now just hope welfare com can organise a xmas gathering.. so i dont need to be alone in this xmas..

this coming sat we r going to sentosa again.. hope can haf more ppl going.. so dat can haf more fun.. haha..

wishlists:
every yr always cannot celebrate xmas with my loved one... think this yr also.. so i just hope this yr i not alone can liao(e.g celebrate with fren)..
a pair of converse shoes
latest baby g watch ($178)

wat happen to me...

dunno wat happen to me leh.. get tired very easy.. though i got slp.. n i din slp late.. i quite early jiu slp le leh.. abt 10+ to 11.. but hor.. dunno y.. recently i 8+ jiu wake up le.. last time din reach 11 wont wake up de.. at 1st i thought i was stress abt the sales thingy.. so when i wake up at 8+ n think of the sales thingy jiu cant slp le.. but sometime din think of anything also so early jiu wake up le.. den wake up le.. jiu cant slp.. den so early wake up at hm nothing to do jiu watch tv, play internet, sing k.. like got many thing to do rite but watch tv watch till nothing to watch liao jiu sian le.. internet more worse nothing to surf de.. just check mail, friendster den sometime update blog jiu nothing le.. den sing k.. also sian.. sing until nothing to sing le.. thought of buying new de but lazy to go out n dun wan waste money.. den after all these thingy do until sian le... me jiu started to tired le.. nothing to do at hm relax also feel tired dunno y.. den i got go sch mah.. i go there i also tired though i do nothing.. i think i seem more tired than those yr 1 doing the camp de... i go there jiu yawn(hey dun misunderstand not see those yr 1 jiu yawn) is just feel tired den yawn de.. den hor can feel like slping all the way until i go hm de lor.. dunno y like dat leh?

my mum tell me to see doctor.. she think i got wat diabetes or wat.. will get tired easily.. but i think i dun haf these illness ba.. i think i got those pi lau zheng.. those illness that get tired becos of work overload.. or maybe my brain din get rest enough.. cos i keep thinking of something.. until i wanna slp le also got something in my mind.. maybe i think too much le.. but i cant help leh.. when i haf nothing to do or alone.. jiu haf something to think leh.. den siqi think my mental got prob(not mad.. i still normal) .. she think after breaking me cai become like dat.. n she think i not in my own self now.. but i think i din look any different at all leh.. aiya.. i dunno.. i dun care becos of wat reason.. i just dun want to feel so tired anymore..

think i recently very suai.. climb sch gate.. den nearly fall.. so now i got blue black everywhere.. but i feel sorry is i kicked dao siqi's face.. think if i din kick dao her.. i think i will really fall down.. she save le my life.. haha.. n hor.. make brownies also can make till i tang dao my hand.. haiz.. really suai..

these 2 days left me n my elder sis at hm.. all go back to my grandma's hse at malaysia.. so think will maybe very sianz ba.. cos my sis will always not at hm.. n leave me alone at hm.. dunno wat to do.. haiz.. think of watching the horror movie "shutter" but dun dare to watch alone.. 2 more days jiu interaction camp le.. think will be quite xin ku.. cos our yr is miu.. do those tough job de.. n advance day will haf no time to slp.. cos need to do the indicator.. hope can be very fun.. haiz.. after camp jiu sales.. i very scared.. hope everything can over quickly..

over le...

being together 5 mth n 11 days.. our relationship ended here le.. though cant be together le(feel not suitable for each other le) but still can be fren.. i have enjoyed the time we were together.. thank for the great memories u haf gave.. feel abit ke xi but at least i haf zhen xi the relationship before.. so now left no regret at all.. frens out there dun worried for me.. i feeling alright.. sad confirm will sad but is ok.. cos i na de qi fang de xia..

learn to let go.. like dat both of us will not feel tong ku at the end..