i am back.. reach s'pore quite late yesterday at ard 11+ 12am.. really tired..

haf to go in again as i haf mention previous post.. alone there.. omg..

today go bugis after my driving prac.. buy a nike t-shirt.. actually wanna buy a topshop top but saw ppl wear le.. so jiu dun feel like buying le.. haha.. cos buy le i also dunno will wear ma.. haha.. wanna buy shoes and 1 more top but cant find any.. so think tml maybe go orchard? haha.. see how ba.. if feel lazy to go out jiu forget it le.. den this yr will like last yr.. 1 new clothe nia.. haha..

very fast jiu yao driving test le.. quite ok for the main road.. but for circuit still not steady.. cos today 1st time go in circuit nia.. haha.. hopefully next week can be more steady ba.. hee.. ya.. my PDL going to expire le.. needa go extend le.. 21/02/06 big day for me.. haha..

ya.. jus heard from my colleague dat she is leaving next tue.. she is going back china.. n not coming back le.. dat's sad.. dunno wat to say to her also.. jus hope she go back can find a job soon or can continue study also not bad.. all the best to her.. i am glad dat i can know her.. appreciate to work with her..

in the office now..
but is in jb office..
my phone no reception.. wanna tok or sms ppl also diff..
not in s'pore.. jiu feel de bie lonely.. always wanna find ppl to tok.. (lucky this time got another colleague come with me..)
so imagine when go overseas study.. go there jiu few years.. think dunno how to tahan..

next week needa go in again.. but is this time is alone lor.. feel more scared..
think after work jiu go back and slp ba.. cos the hse only got tv.. although got astro but almost all english.. den dunno boss got at hm ma.. if got jiu feel more uneasy le..

haven buy new year clothes leh.. sian this yr no new yr clothes le lah.. buy one pair of jean nia.. buy a pair of slipper.. wanna buy shoes also.. but no time to see leh.. think tml after driving go shop shop..

dunno cny holiday till when? hope got 1 week break.. haha.. den can rest awhile.. go m'sia.. cos almost 1 yr + din go le.. dunno this yr got steamboat ma? haha.. wan leh..

hihi bloggie..

i'm here again.. feel dat is time to update le.. heee.. wat have i done this week?
erm.. i have broke my glasses.. get a new pairs which cost me a bomb.. haven really saves dao money since i work.. think my overseas trip is gone.. or anyone wanna sponsor me? haha..

went to the ntu talk dat day.. feel like a student again.. haha.. hopefully can enter.. apply all 3 sch.. haa.. see which one wanna accept me.. i noe is tough.. but i will try.. hee..

going to jb tonight.. not for holiday.. is for work.. stay there 2 nites 2 days.. got abit scared actually.. hope nothing will happen.. (*cross my finger) will be back on fri.. everytime i go in.. i will inform u all cos if really something happen.. u all will noe where i am.. (*touch wood) haha.. i'll be alright de.. rite? yeah.. hee.. ya.. n i will take care of myself de.. u all pls fang xin ba.. hee..

took some photos with my sis at hm.. really funny sia.. but too bad ugly de we delete away le.. dun wanna spoilt our own reputation.. hee.. n i only upload a few in friendster.. others still dunno where to upload.. haha.. think dun upload better.. or else very pai seh.. hee..

finally, i get enlightened.. finally, xiang tong le.. dat's very slow i noe.. hee.. but at least is tong le.. haha.. so pls dun so dao leh.. haha..
i wanna be as happy as the past..
i wanna be as lame as the past..
i wanna be as crazy as the past..
haha.. haha.. haha..

see u guys on fri..
tata..

today i cried.. 1st cry in 2006.. some know for wat reason.. some dunno.. really very sad.. very disappointed and very fed up.. think i haf reach my limit.. really.. wanna reject pls tell me earlier.. t dun wait until i am very looking forward to the event den tell me u all r not going.. dat feeling is like going to the heaven in few steps more but in the end u come to the hell instead.. the feeling really very bu hao shou.. y? i keep getting disappointment.. i think i put u all in too high priority.. should i keep it lower? really sad.. this is wat i can say..

go arcade jus now.. play abit to fa xie.. is a not bad de-stress way.. but too bad din really play much..

jus change my blogskin..

anyone notice? haha..
going to sentosa dat mon..
dun haf sun so din really get tan.. took some pic.. haf some fun.. hopefully can go again with more ppl..
attend a serious meeting dat tue..
thing seems to be went wrong somewhere.. dunno who fault to blame? dun mention anymore.. ar bo siqi cry again.. i noe u ppl dun like us alot.. but when u r in our shoes den u will feel how we really feel.. we jus wait.. next yr this time u all will understand.. i noe some of u haf the potential.. i believe this some will do their best..

time goes real fast.. work for ard 2 mths+.. still use to it.. haf some interesting colleagues.. they are really fun.. nice to meet them all.. if not.. i dunno how i going to cope with everything dat happened.. can haf a great laugh in office sometime.. dat's feel gd.. u noe?

suddenly feel like going to sentosa play vball friendly with net..
suddenly feel like going back to sec life.. playing vball.. study with frenz.. really miss alot..
suddenly feel like going ice skating.. long time din skate le..
suddenly feel like buying shoes..

i got long term goals now..
earn my 1st 1 million dollar before the age of 35..
get myself a black car.. those shiny surface..(actually this is my 21st bday wish.. haha)..

my short term goals..
get into ntu.. if not.. any uni will do but must be certified..
get my driving licence..
haf a great 21st bday..

tml 1st song session.. unable to attend.. cos going to jb with company.. think u all cant contact me in any way if i am in jb.. so if wanna look for me.. sry.. i really dunno how.. but think no one will look for me anyway..

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Kiss Goodbye
詞/曲：王力宏，演唱：王力宏
Baby 不要再哭泣　這一幕多麼熟悉

緊握著你的手彼此都捨不得分離

每一次想開口但不如保持安靜

給我一分鐘專心　好好欣賞你的美
幸福搭配悲傷　同時在我心交叉

挫折的眼淚　不能測試愛的重量

付出的愛收不回　還欠你的我不能給別

把我心也帶走去跟隨
*(Repeat start)

每一次和你分開　深深地被你打敗

每一次放棄你的溫柔　痛苦難以釋懷
每一次和你分開　每一次Kiss You Goodbye

愛情的滋味　此刻我終於最明白*(Repeat end)
幸福搭配悲傷　同時在我心交叉

挫折的眼淚　不能測試愛的重量

付出的愛收不回　還欠你的我不能給

我才明白愛最真實的滋味
*(Repeat)哦～

我終於明白

哦～哦～～～
*(Repeat)

唔～