I am happy....

By right is yesterday i was quite happy cos i get my o level result liao n it is unbelieveable dat i get B4 for eng lor. i was shock when i saw the result n i dunno how to react lor. my feeling at dat time can say got abit confuse cos i dunno want to happy or sian lor.... feel happy cos i finally pass my eng n get B4.... sian cos so wat i get a B4 cannot get to the course i want too mah... cos now change is toooo troublesome n i also "she bu de" my frens in my class lor.... so i think i will stick to my course lor...

i dunno how to say leh... i am a person who like to share my happiness with others one lor... so when i happy hor i also want my frens to be happy n when my frens feel sad or sian i will try to make them happy one lor cos i think is better to have a smile den frown lor.... n i like to see ppl happy lor. So when yesterday i say i want to treat u all not becos i "hao lian"(scared got ppl misunderstand lor) or wat lor i just want to share my happiness with u all only mahz... i know i just pass my English it is not a big deal so y i want to treat u all cos i want everyone to be happy lor.... n this is only the reason lor so don't think too much dat i haf any motive lor...haha....

i know u all is helping me to save money so u all die die dun wan me to treat lor so in the end i still din haf the chance to treat u all but it's ok with me cos i think the most important is yesterday all of us enjoy in the dinner n shopping lor. We seldom haf any chance to eat together or go walk walk together lor so i think yesterday is a good start n hope next time there's still be chance to go out together.....

ok le today write until here next time den continue lor.....
:D stay happy always :D

today's diary....zhi cut hair version.....

today after my acc test, i finally cut my hair liao.... long time din cut liao lor(abt 1 mth++ lor) so got abit long so like very irritating... but finally the irritated hair is gone hahahaha :D. now my hair is short again but sian lor haf to restyle(style the hairstyle dat suit me lor) again n again lor very troublesome haiz... i can stay in front the mirror the whole day one lor if i dun feel rite for my hair lor(very fussy rite?) but no choice lor haf to pan mei mei mah....hehehe...:)

today go to the salon opposite my hse one lor hor, dunno wat occasion today sia so many ppl cutting their hair make me wait until so long until i becum very sian(nearly sleep lor). den i cum back hm rite my mum thought i go dye hair again cos she say i go so long like last time i go dye hair like dat so long lor.

today's diary....zhi ella version.....

dunno the msg from ella in the tagboard is real ella anot leh.... i ask liao den she reply to me lor n wrote dat she is ella lor but i still dun believe lor.there is no so good thing one lor dat the real ella will write in my blog lor i suspect is my sis lor but she keep deny lor but from her pattern hor i think she is lying lor....she stupid fool.... she thought she can trick me lor but...... NO WAY... she dunno i am the expert of tricking ppl lor hahahaha :D

ok lah today can only write until here nia cos my elder sis keep nagging behind me lor very irritating :( keep asking me to let her use lor....sian always like dat one haiz......:(

Finally over liao......

the inter poly ktv finally finish liao.... is quite fun to help up in this event. learn quite a lot of thing... not bad ya.. i think the final is better than the semi-final cos the contestant standard is higher n they sing really well sia especially the chanel from sp... really gd i can see that she haf confident on herself n sing with her style ya Chanel you rockz man. even though in the end is very tiring(end around 10+ n reach hm abt 12) but i enjoy it. ya yesterday is my first time wear formal i think is not bad but got abit not use to it so yesterday i was like walking slowly n carefully lor cos i scared i will fall down. heng.. yesterday din fall or i will be very ma ru but over all it is quite smooth lah hehehe.....

ya u know wat yesterday i saw a guy, i think if u all saw him will also know him one. he haf appear in the tv before last time u channel haf a program that send 6 ppl to other country(i think china) to do some task n all the 6 ppl r dunno each other one den got one guy look like malay but can speak chinese very well one den he is the one lor n recently he join the psc nitez for the ktv n got enter the final but i think he din get 1st lah. yesterday he cum to see the ktv lor he real person look more handsome i think he haf slim down abit lor. xiao hui lor everytime see him so excited but dun dare to approach him(dunno scared wat) den when he going out the convention hall i wanted to stop him but again lah xiao hui lor stop me to doing dat.... haiz.... miss a chance liao... den ppl going xiao hui den mo mo de the see him go away... but still not bad pei ling help me to capture a shot of him but....is only his small backview....nvm lah i am not the one who attract by him is xiao hui lor...

if i not wrong SHE is cuming to singapore on 11/3/2004. lucky our term test is only first 3 day of the week so i think 11/3 is on thur(n i think thur haf no sch) so i think i will probably go for their autograph session cos i din see before but confirm there will be alot of ppl one lor how to get a clearer view den i haf to think of way liao hmmm....

HaPpY Valentine....

sian sia v day got test the worse is it is MOB test. this module i got abit blur scare dunno how to apply hai... nvm lah pass or fail tian zhu ding de do my best can liao like dat den won't dui bu qi myself..... sian v day cuming same like last few year i think i haf to spend dat day with myself again. nvm lah hope next year onwards will not alone anymore lor.....

yesterday juz got my S.H.E new album (2 lehz) very happy finally get it liao or i will wait until my neck becum long sia... i think over all the songs r very nice, this album Ella has sing quite a number of rap, i think is good. the most i like is ta hai shi bu dong(translate: he still dunno), the song is quite sad but i like it.(now i like sad songs more liao) i haf seen the mv quite sad leh n the main actress is Ella. she act very natural n very gd. hope she can act more in their mv n hope she can act more ou xiang qu cos i think her acting is very natural.

last week i also buy another CD which is xiao chu, luo zhi xiang's ShowTime. tis album also very good cos more on jap hip-hop but i like it not becos of the hip hop part but i like his sad songs like mei you ni(translate: without you). this song is very nice the lyrics is very meaningful, i haf seen the mv is touching i almost cry sia. the mv is directed by xiao zhu n starring by zhiwei. i think even though xiao zhu first time direct, he direct till very gd n zhiwei i think he haf improve his acting, this time he acted more natural not like in the rose got abit "wood". haha....

ok lah write until here... next time den write....
Now delicate to u all...
SHE's ta hai shi bu dong.....

New year over liao.......

Long long long time din write liao.... no time write n dun haf the feeling. This yr new year no gd the ang bao very little :( think not enough to buy all things i want. hmmm.....want yuan chang's(3), zhi wei's(1) books, S.H.E's thingy(the gong zai, the crystal ball), wallet n lots more.....but now i think some of them haf to many wait liao lor.....

the time fly sia.... soo fast new year over liao... just haf the buffet last sunday so fast going to a week liao. dat day not bad sia quite a lot ppl cum include relatives n my close frens. dat day got surprise but not for is for my father. all of us happliy invite our frens but my father din cos he think it is not neccessary. however, my sis n mum secretly call two of his close buddies who he know since young to cum to my hse dat day. my father feel a bit shock cos he din expect his frens will cum. one of frens even bring their early day photo cum. at dat time they r abit funny, their hair "pong pong" one got abit like brocoli. HAHA:D..... but hor frankly speaking my dad is the most handsome of all leh even my fren also feel dat.........

yesterday finally i did my community service at bishan home. it is not a dat bad experience is better than i thought. luckily i haf did some household chores so it is not very difficult to clean the place. the ppl there also quite frenly they will shake with you n some even talk to u. ya ya ya.... before i forget yeaterday we also haf the opportunity to feed the resident there. our grp feed the guy n the other feed the ladies. i feed a guy who is tied to a chair n his hands are "wrap" by cloth from what i see , i saw the cloth haf abit of blood n after i haf feed him i saw him bite the cloth. therefore i think he has bite is hand till bleeding so his hands haf to be wrapped(feel abit sad sia). next week we haf to go again to complete our 7 hrs i hope this time rd we can do something different. Our class yesterday really not bad sia we all haf did our best to do all the job especially the guys they clean 10 rooms in abt 3 hrs n they are really cooperate until i haf to praise them man "hey u guys did the great job". even though we girls only clean the stairs n feed the resident but i know we all also did our best even though i know actually some of us r abit afraid. So juz give ourselves around of a applause. *clap*clap*clap*clap* great job....

ok now delicate a song to all of u........
By Daniel Beddingfield
If you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms...?