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christmas jus over.. as usual lonely christmas again this yr.. haha.. erm.. where do i spend my christmas? not at hm.. but in hall.. wahaha.. how come lei? needa go back to do some photo taking for inter hall games.. ya.. so this holiday jiu like dat guo lor.. erm.. actually i dun mind go back to sch.. cos at least i got thingy to do.. if not.. whole holiday stay at hm do nothing will become pig de lor.. no one ask me out.. i din ask ppl out.. ya.. being anti-social again.. haa..

i jus being tired of asking ppl out.. cos i dun like the feel of being rejected.. no point asking ppl when everyone is not free rite.. though i really dunno whether r they busy or not.. i jus dun wanna ask lor.. but ppl if u ever wanna ask me out.. is can de lor.. cos i am very free.. ya..

erm.. i haf my new laptop.. feeling bad getting it at 1st.. cos needa use my parents' money again.. think since going to uni.. i haf spend quite alot of money le.. feel real bad.. spend for hall.. sch fee.. allowances.. den now laptop.. haiz.. everything from my dad.. he still haf to support the family de lor.. i really wish i can get all this thingy by myself de.. but i jus cant work while studying ar.. i cant concentrate.. my mum ask me to take tutition lesson.. i noe the timing is very flexible.. but i jus cant teach.. is there any other way to get extra allowance? i still finding..

jus get my result.. erm.. not bad la.. not as worse as i think.. can proceed to next sem jiu hao.. ya.. needa work harder next sem.. yao jia you.. yeah!

new year coming.. haa.. no countdown this yr? i dunno.. waiting for ppl to ask me out.. haa.. any hao xing ren will do dat.. i dunno.. jiu wait lor..

i still do alot of thinking.. i noe i really think too much.. i jus cant stop thinking.. i dunno y.. i haf think alot of thingy.. you de mei de.. memories.. luan xiang.. but thru all this thinking.. i wanna admit i still miss u.. sry i cant deny..

只能想念 是苦的

haha.. jus change my blogskin.. hee.. is a cute one..
actually wanna delete this blog.. but got abit she bu de.. though i din really maintain quite well..
in the end still decide to leave it.. ya.. i haf change my tagboard too.. cos the old one got prob.. cant show out.. dunno izzit got ppl hack in.. i dunno.. hee.. but watever la.. i haf change le ar.. nvm le lor.. anyway not many ppl will visit my blog ba.. cos i seldom update.. hee..

guess wat.. i now in hall.. doing wat lei? haha.. cos i join inter hall games.. vball n carrom.. last wk finish carrom le.. this wk continue vball.. erm.. really been awhile din play vball as a team le.. it is still fun.. really enjoy playing.. though sweat alot n haha.. think i really old le.. or too long din excerise le.. very easy jiu tired le.. hee..

ya.. xmas is coming.. how am i going to spend this xmas? i dunno.. but probably stay at hm again ba.. till now no plan coming.. ya great chance lonely christmas again.. but i still haf xmas wishes n think cum new year wish ba.. i wan:
- sony vaio C white laptop($1999)
- G-shock white ($128)
- black color bag
- jacket
- shoes.. either white nike wif golden tick or a white converse sch shoes..
erm.. all this need money.. so think i cant get all this in this short period of time ba..

ya.. i got another wish also.. a wish dat i will wish almost every yr ba.. will it come true? i shall wait n see ba..

think exam result is releasing soon le ba.. i really wanna cross my fingers n pray.. hope no repeat ba.. wao.. 1st time so worry abt the exam result.. is not worry whether to get A or AD.. but is worry whether can pass or not pass.. i really dun dare to think dat much..
let's pray together ba..

erm.. really got alot to update.. think i will update next time ba.. cos this entry is quite long le ba.. haha..

quoted from 花样少年少女:
"如果我偷笑，那还会被你看见吗？"