for the girl with the broken smile

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

i'm back..

finally got time to write my blog liao... almost 1 mth din touch it liao... wat am i busy doing leh?.. this 1 mth.. i doing our club FO thiny lor... the 3 events for freshmen.. sandsation, telematch n lastly just finish de camp... although it is very tiring but i feel dat i learn a lot of things lor.. n more ren shi our year ppl lor.. really leh... from dunno each other well to now can play together, eat together n talk together(esp gossiping.. haha).. very gd lor... really glad to know u all lor.. hehe.. think really will miss u all lor when sch reopen.. cos cannot see each other so often liao.. but no matter wat i will try to meet u all when i free.. hehe.. to angela: dun feel sad liao(every thing will reach to its end).. although sch reopen.. we maybe can't see each other everyday(i know u will miss us.. hehe).. we can still contact through hp or net mah.. or u just give me a call.. maybe u lucky dat i free at dat time leh... hehe.. so dun be sad k?.. PUNKSTERS r BOND together

bu zhi bu jue 3++ weeks over liao... just haf ur 1st book out.. 1st time see u in ur botak.. feel abit guai at 1st.. but still feel happy to see u... i din show much feeling dat day cos i quite busy with my QM thingy n was very tired.. so din spend much time with u... feel quite sad but how? no choice haf to leave u alone lor.. den next day.. feel very tired, sad n guilty.. u ask me whether want to accompany u to pasir ris.. i wish to but i cant cos i really really very tired liao so i ans i cant accompany u.. u know when i feel tired i will haf no mood to do anything or go anywhere... i know u really want me to accompany u.. but u understand me so u din force me go... i was glad.. but feel guilty.. cos unable to accompany u.. really sorry.. den time really short lor.. only haf dat few hrs to spend with u.. i know u feel abit disappointed cos supposely we r going to take photo dat day but really haf not enough time n too tiring liao.. so haf to wait till next time.. dat last 1 hr u said u bu xiang leave.. but no choice u must leave lor.. or u will get punish.. i dun wan u to be late so i keep ask u to leave but on the other hand i really wish u can stay... i an wei myself next sat jiu ke yi see u liao.. 1 week very easy jiu over de.. dun think too much.. ok u call me dat nite say ur left hand dunno get stung by wat thing.. feel pain n swollen.. i know is not dat u not careful lor.. but y u keep got urself injure.. just recently is ur arm now is ur wrist.. dunno next time is where liao.. den just now u call me say it swollen till more worse.. maybe haf to see other doctor.. 1st thing come into my mind is u maybe stung by a poison thingy.. feel really worry.. but wat can i do? cannot rush to see u.. can only keep telling u to take care.. n ask r u feeling ok?... nothing much i can do even though i am worry... just hope dat u feeling alright the next day.. pls promise me take gd care of urself can? dun let me worry u so much...

[words to..]
angela: be strong.. hey.. dun cry too much liao.. later u forget how to smile liao.. hehe.. :P.. if u got any prob or feel unhappy or stress... dun worry.. just tell me.. i always be there for u.. ok? smile always :D

rosalind: i know u strong.. but not every time.. i seldom hear from u dat u got any prob.. it is gd... but i know even though u got prob u also will not tell out lor.. u haf to try to release some of ur prob out or some day it may burst out.. keep too many prob wont solve the prob one... :D

to be continue[but dunno when]...

Thursday, June 03, 2004

in love

i haf fall in love with u... i dunno wat bring us together... cos ppl will never think dat we will be together(even i think dat too(at first lah..hehe)).. u know when u 1st time msg me.. i feel very guai.. cos i cant imagine u will msg me.. as i think i am not the type of girl u like n impossible we can be together.. so got a short period of time i dun dare to talk to u(do u notice dat? haha).. den dat day sq ask me do i like u or not? at dat time i really dunno wat n how to ans her qns.. so i say dunno.. den dat night i was quite fan.. cos i keep asking myself dat qns.. den finally i got a conclusion.. dat is wo zhen de shi you yi dian like u lor.. hehe.. den the next thing happened is we r together lor.. haha.. i remember u ask me whether i will cry on dat day u go ns.. den my ans is i dunno again.. but now i can give u the ans liao.. i think i will cry cos i think i will really miss u.. but i may not cry in front of u.. i maybe will cry to myself.. as i dun wan u to worry me.. u noe y yesterday i look quite sianz at 1st.. cos i haf waited for u for almost 1 hr.. u think i was angry but i wasn't.. i just afraid dat u not coming.. u noe wat.. i started to worry when u din ans my calls n reply my msg.. so i keep an wei myself dat u r still sleeping so din ans my calls n reply my msg.. den when the time u finally ans my call(the time is abt 5) i was relieve but abit worry u not coming lor as u sound really tired.. although u r late, no matter wat u came, u finally came... haha.. but i can say i really enjoy being with u... only when u r ard, i will not feel alone.. i noe we maybe left a week so i will hao hao de zhen xi he ni de ri zi...