for the girl with the broken smile

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

sianz..
this few wks are busy with sch work, tests and proj..
feel like no time to rest well.. everyday is like rushing for time..
stress comes again..
i dun like rushing proj, studying for tests.. who like it? haa..

erm.. think recently lose temper quite easily.. dunno anyone notice it..
sometimes there is a reason behind.. but sometimes dun haf.. or dun really noe wat make me like dat.. haa.. sometimes is hard to explain/express.. think i still bad at it.. so forget it la..
sry to those i show my black face to.. i jus being stubborn.. zhuan niu jiao jian.. that's my character i think..

over-promise is a bad thingy.. think i used to promise or say wanna do alot of thingy.. but end up din do it.. think for me.. i like to give myself pressure.. when thingy is not done when i wan.. i will feel sianz.. not happy.. to myself.. sometimes give myself or other alot of hope.. but end up get disappointment.. i dun like that feeling.. boo.. therefore now i try not to easily promise or agree with thingy.. i jus can say.. i will try to do the un-done thingy.. but i cant promise i will get it done.. no hope.. no disappointment..

sometimes i feel dat i have no power in talking.. ppl jus cant focus to wat i say.. though sometimes i am toking abt serious stuff.. am i too nagging? or am i jus toking bullshit? i dun like to tok to ppl when they r not concentrating.. i dun like repeat.. maybe i jus cant tok properly.. or maybe i shall stop toking..

Friday, March 02, 2007

long time din update le..
haha.. somebody say got cobweb le.. wahaha..
dunno wat to update lei..
hee..
erm.. having 1 wk break this wk..
but over soon le.. so sad..
this wk.. so busy.. busier than normal sch day..
all the assignments.. test.. tut.. all needa do..
everydays so busy.. no time to relax..
sianz.. after this break exam jiu yao come soon le..
needa mug again le..

chinese new year..
yue lai yue no mood to cny..
jus like normal days spend lor..
jiu like dat.. 15 days jiu like dat going to over le..

always gives someone and urself a chance
cos if u never try.. u will never noe can it work out..
u try.. den u will have no regret..
sometimes it work really well..