Last Day Of 2003.....

Actually, now i should be in orchard celebrate for the new year but most of my frens are not free so i cancel dis plan. So today the last day of 2003, i am staying hm let the time pass. In the morning, my sisters are happily went out with their frens, only I staying at hm for the whole doing nothing. Although i am not alone at hm(with my parent n bro), the hse is rather silent like i am alone at hm. At first, i am looking forwards for this last day but knowing dat the plan haf to cancel, i become no mood. You know wat... juz now i really no mood man, no mood to eat somemore and no mood to go out(my parent go out eat but i dun feel like to go) so i keep myself in my room listen to a-sun'songs which i always listen when i am sad and sian. And now i also haf no mood for the countdown, therefore now sitting in front of the computer surf net. i think this year i haf to spent my last day with the computer liao. ok ok i stop here liao...
hope frens who are outside can enjoy and haf fun...
*~*~Happy new year everyone n myself~*~*

2 more days to 2004....

time pass real fast... i haf been in dis world for 18 years 8 mths 7 days. but most miss is sec sch life, where all the fun was, where i noe my good frens, where all 4 favours(suan, tian, gu, la) memories were. Really miss those days, hope can go back again (but is impossible). To get compare, i prefer sec sch life den the present. Cos i think my life haf change, not to the good but bad, it become duller not so colourful and fun. It is maybe we all haf grown up haf our own life liao and dun haf much common time btw frens so it is hard to get together and haf less fun. Sometime i will think... i am not alone but where r all my frens? why r they not around when i need accompany? when can my life become colourful again? i am still looking for ans.... can anyone give me the ans???

*~* Hope my life can be lighted again*~*

Ahh.... faN na... cHrIstMaS also maKe mE aNgrY sia... sIaN LEh... aLwaYs gIve tRouBle de BroTher MaKe mE aNgrY aGain... MoRninG mAke Me aNgry not enough EveN NigHt aLsO waNt mE tO anGry.... rEaLLy can't tAkE It lIao... hAf To sHouT lIao.. AHH... AHH... wHy Do I hAF dIs KinD of BrotheR??? WhY can'T He bE MoRE HuAi LeH??? ReaLLY FaN n SiAn Sia.... HaIz... :(

Is ChRiStMaS eVe...jUz FiNiSh DoInG mY bLOg...tHiNkInG dAt It StILL cAn B iMpRoVeD... BuT iT iS qUiTe LaTe lIao sO StoP 1sT. dIs Yr iS tHe 1St TiMe We dEcOrAte OuR rOoM tO Haf ThE x'Mas fEelInG, iT iS qUitE nIcE.AltHoUgH It iS jUz a LittLe dEcOrATiOn, bUt iT gIve mE tHe feeLing Of inVoLvEmeNt foR tHe x'MaS. HoPe DAt tHe FoLLoWing yr cAn hAf DaT FeeliNg Too.
My WisHEs fOr DiS x'MaS:
1) GeT a PaiR NiKe WoMen ShAke IT ($87++)
2) gEt a NeW BaG FoR sCh (nOt yEt nOtiCe aNy nIce oNe)
3) hOpE mY fAmiLy cAn hAf MorE commUniCatIon (so LeSS misUnDeRsTanDiNg)
4) HoPe OuR fInancing PrObLeM caN soLVe As Fast aS pOsSiBlE
4) hOpE fAtheR gET wELL SoOn FoR hIs "iLLneSSeS"
5) hOpe ELLA gEt Well Soon n RetUrN To S.H.E
6) wIsH tO bE a CeleBrity (mY LoNg LifE wiSh uNtil iT fuLfil)
7) WorLd PeAce (nO More wAr, nO mOrE uNknOwn iLLneSSes)
8) cAn sEE rEaL sAnta
9) gEt aLL mY wiSheS cUm tRuE