Sianz....

long time din write liao... cos dunno wat to write n no mood write lor... actually now i still dunno wat to write leh... just sianz.... maybe just now i saw something that make me feel no mood(but i won't tell out one lor, no one know, it's a secret..shh...) dunno lah wat over is over i think i don't think too much liao... i think i will be ok soon....

ok lah talk abt other thing lah... yesterday i haf a 5 min presentation(it's individual one).. i think i really nervous sia... very funny lor... i dunno y i was nervous. i even dun understand wat i haf said(dunno teacher understand or not?)aiya... forget it lah... i think i really haf no confident, where is my confident goes? i want my confident back... i can't be always like dat... how? i dunno wat to do? no one can tell.... xiao hui advise me to go for courses/talks abt building up confident one and she even say she is willing to accompany me go but i just don't feel like going leh(even though i know it may help) haiz... dunno how? sad... i think i today i stop here 1st lor cos i really haf no mood n nothing to write...haiz... ok lor cya.. :(

SHE rOx.....

Today after school, i went to the SHE autograph session. this is my 1st time going for this type of event. It feel real excited at first but when i reach there... really want to give up waiting lorz... cos so crowded so many ppl r already quene up liao n the quene is until at the back of cathay real long lorz.... so at last i decided to give up quening...

den i bring my sis n her frenz to eat lorz, we eat at the yuki yaki(xue zhi shao). it is steamboat with all the dishes on the conveyor belt n the special thing is in there u can "fry" ice cream. Haiz... the bad thing is it haf time limited (2 hr) n is quite expensive 5pm onward is $17.90 n when order side dish rite haf to pay $3 per dish n the drink also not included.... So today it really cost me a bomb... cos i promise them i treat them...

After dinner rite, we went back to the quene behind cathay n see whether there is any way to quene or not but the ppl there really very very crowded n they squeeze like sardines... so again we din quene, we went to the front n see if can see SHE or not. In front also very crowded but still can manage to see SHE lahz.. but see most one is Hebe cos she stand up as she say she sit until her butt pain... so we try to take pic lor using my sis's bf cam but the zoom is not dat far(plus my photo taking skill is really lousy lor) so can't really get a nice shoot can say all shot r cannot see one lor, SHE is not block by ppl den is too blur n small. so today "yi han" is din get any pic lorz...

ya as i say rite, i see so many ppl so i dun wan to quene lorz, but hor when i was taking pic i saw some ppl outside the quene trying to climb over something like fence but not call fence one is yellow in color n usually is use to block ppl one to cut in the quene. some of them did it they successfully got inside but some really "sway" they got caught by the guard there... actually, my sis want me to do the same also but i scared i too excited den i fall down how like dat very pai seh one lorz.. so i din climb.. den i saw the joint btw 2 "fences" r open(is open by a guy who also wanted to get in the quene) n it is a great chance to sneak in the quene. so when he open rite the ppl there quickly sneak in lorz... included my sis's fren, me n the guy who open the "fence" n other ppl lahz(hate them sia they rush like mad) but horz a very "tao yan" guy tell the guard there lorz den again the fence is close again the thing got a school boy who also wanted to go in through there got caught. i think he "sway" lor, he let the ppl behind him to go in first n den let himself go last but "sway" "sway" the guard only caught him lorz n shouted at him to get out lorz... really "sway" sia help ppl den turn back "hai" himself. i think all want to blame is the guy lorz so kaypo tell the guard. if he really dun wan ppl come in, he can keep quiet n close the "fence" wat y want to "hai" ppl (even though it is really not right to cut quene lahz).actually i feel very bad also, so now i got abit guilty for what i have done.... haiz...

but horz.... when i got in the quene the moment rite, i feel very excited cos is my 1st seeing SHE so closely lorz.... When i got up the stage, i also very nervous dunno wat to say so i just ask them stumbling if i can shake their hand , n just say thank you lorz...n smile lor(the smile got abit fake lah cos i really dunno what to do mahz) i realised they haf abit different from the tv n pic, their make-up r actually quite thick lorz n Hebe look very tiring can see dat she hardly smile(later fans wanted to say her "dao" again liao) n Selina n Ella r different lor even though they r tired but i can see dat they force themself to smile n overall they really look good... i really wish dat i could still haf chance to meet them again but i know the chance is very very very low.

Feeling of 1st time attending autograph session
I think it is a not bad experience. but i dun like the crowdedness n if u ask me if i would like to go for this kind of event the next time, i would like to consider 1st, consider whether the singer or actor is my very favourite one or not, if not i definitely will not go n if yes i maybe will go n maybe not depend my feeling dat day...

The Tests finally over liao....

today finish my last paper, i really feel very happy. cos no need to worry abt test liao(at this moment lahz)... However, today i also feel very sianz... cos normally when test or exam(last time lahz when in sec. sch lahz) over liao i will usually go out with my frenz to relax one lor but today sianz lor haf to go wat meeting(just half n hr also "shuang") got abit waste my time(even though i haf alot of time lahz) cos i'm not very interested in the topic the director talk abt.... so sianz lor alone attend to the meeting den alone go back...so sianz... (dunno where all my frenz go when i need them they always not around duuno y? maybe i really haf to slowly slowly use to this lonely feeling or else i think i cannot survive lor...) haiz... i decided to go bugis alone lor as the time is still early... actually shopping alone haf to see mood one lorz, if u haf the mood to shop alone u will definitely feel happy one lor, if like me today feeling very sian and still want to shop alone horz, the whole shopping process will be very very very sianz till dunno how to describe.... haiz....really torture myself...

today managed to spend some money, i finally change my watch's band lorz quite expensive cost me $42 for only the band. but nvm lahz... actually purpose of the shopping today is not changing the band but horz i'm looking for the tarot cards. i look from kinokuniya to all the toy n comic shops all dun haf very sianz lor cos very very long ago i saw it in kino but now all like disappear like gone liao. now dunno where can find it sianz... actually the aziotv can buy online but i'm not dat believe online shopping scared money reach liao the item din come or item reach liao money dunno go where... haiz... maybe i haf to wait lorz wait until the tarot cards from taiwan import to here lorz...

recently i'm interested in tarot cards, i think it is very "sheng qi". most of the time it can be quite true and i think it really can guide the way u go if u really can't decide wat or where or who to choose. so i hope i can get a set of tarot cards, cos sometime i really dunno wat to do when thing happen n sometime i may miss alot of chances...

I DISLIKE ALONE

Last day of holiday liao.......

sian sia... so fast holiday over liao...haven enjoy enough leh.... tml n wed got test but during holiday haf no mood to study leh.. dunno y? maybe too slack liao everyday think of still haf next few days to study but hor today sunday no more day to study liao dunno how leh? so haf to force myself to look through the note, the code lor or tml will be die one lor.... aiya my usual words: hui jiu shi hui bu hui jiu shi bu hui no need force myself lor.. if i do my best can liao lor... just hope the tests can faster over so i can be more relax... but hor after tests still got projects....aiyo sian again... haf to be busy again... but now dun think abt project 1st..... sian... dunno wat to write liao... today really write too many crap liao haf to stop liao...

hope u all enjoy the song

SeNtOsA rOx........

really very long time din go sentosa liao, the very last time was go with my vball frens , i think got abt 2 years liao lo. yesterday is really fun manz. 2-3 years din play vball, yesterday can haf a chance to play again i was very happy lor. actually really miss last time playing vball with all my good frens lorz but now i think can only keep it as memory lorz cos cannot turn back the time mahz..... aiya... write out of point liao lah.... ya talk abt yesterday..... i think it was great. it was my 1st time kayating. At first, i felt abit scared cos last time i haf an experience of nearly getting drown. however, when start kayating, all my fear is gone lor. actually it is not dat difficult, it is really fun lor especially when the wind blow towards u, the feeling is really great and comfortable but horz... the hand will be very "suan" lor cos haf to keep rowing mahz. the jackson n kenneth very "tao ren yen" one lorz, they also want to capsize ppl, i think almost everyone get into the sea is by them lorz. But also cannot blame them lorz, they also want all of us to haf fun lorz. but frankly speaking hor, it is more fun when get into the water lor. hehe.....

sianz lor.... i very "sway" lor i get a cut when i capsize lor. at first i thought i step onto wat leh, cos i feel abit pain lor when step onto it liao. then i look at my leg lor, like nothing lor so dun care n go n help miko n sharon lor but hor like more i walk hor i felt not rite lor like cannot stand properly lor den i look at my leg again lor den i realise i got a cut lor. Den with the help of my frens(i want to thank those who help me lor), i slowly walk back to shore lor, it was den the blood flow out lor. when i saw the blood hor, i felt abit shock lor cos i din expect it will flow a lot lor. So sian liao lor, get injure cannot play vball liao lor can only sit there watch them play. aiya.... but nvm lor hope next time still haf chance to go again lor. haha......

ya... yesterday outing haf to thank wei wei lor cos she is the organiser.
Wei Wei.... u rox....