merry christmas...

Ho! Ho! Ho! merry christmas to everyone... how's ur xmas? fun? exciting? unforgetable? erm... my xmas this yr is stay at hm update blog.. haha.. no lah.. not only dat.. actually yesterday i was out the whole day.. den today just return hm... yesterday we go marina south eat steamboat.. den go marina square watch kung fu hustle.. erm.. comment for dat show.. i think this show is just ok nia.. though is funny n i got laugh.. but i think my laugh is like no feeling de leh.. maybe cos i cant laugh out loud.. dunno is becos i haf no voice or wat.. erm n this show got abit violent.. so overall not really like this show.. ok enough for the comment.. after show we go esplande.. alot of ppl there lor.. we go there take pictures.. aiyo.. think yesterday is my bad hair day.. so my hair is like wig in those pic.. haiz.. sianz... for those who see the pic.. erm.. my hair is real de lor.. cannot pull out de.. ok.. haha.. ok after dat we rush for the last train n go siqi's hse.. actually wanna watch the seed of chuckey de.. but cannot play.. so we tok lor.. but at the end left me n xing juan.. we crap whole nite lor.. dunno how siqi n rosalind can tahan our laughter.. actually i dunno wat we tok can tok whole nite.. the whole nite i being "tortured" lor.. dat ben ben de zhu keep beat my stomach lor.. n say those er xing de thingy wat her sexy arm lah(vomit again).. make me "vomit" whole nite lor.. think i my tummy got abit bian le lor.. haha.. ok tok whole nite le.. but still got slp abit ba.. den wake up le.. saw siqi's bro.. hmm.. very cute.. but i think i too tired le so din able to play wif him... ok den after breakfast jiu go hm le.. den slp till 3.30 lor.. dat's the end le...

today's feeling...

today go sch haf my very 1st meeting with my sub com.. feel quite nervous cos is the 1st meeting mah.. den seldom speak english in front of them den feel quite pai seh.. luckily is just a short short of 10 to 15 min nia.. but think i did not do dat gd also cos i just feel no confident n nervous.. so later half of the meeting i let heyi finish it.. he did very well i think cos he tok wif lots of confident.. sometime really wish i can haf half of his confident.. k lah... think i should write faster le cos someone is saying me writing very slow.. feeling more n more stress liao.. cos the sale is getting nearer n nearer.. n today suppose go n collect the bears de but no one call me so it mean it is not arrive yet.. feeling gan chiong de.. suddenly like alot thingy haven done yet.. hopefully tml can get the bears.. or else i bu fang xin sia..

just now went to jurong point eat.. den after eating we go down basement den i went in to sembawang to look for the elva dvd karaoke so i look ard but like dun haf leh.. so i ask a sale assistant.. at 1st i din notice him de.. until i ask him den i found him quite handsome.. side view look like daniel wu.. omg.. can feel my heart is beating fast.. n my face is hot.. 1st time haf this feeling.. seeing him i feel very happy.. so i keep sha siao.. just now sitting in front the store.. tou tou de see him.. dunno he got notice me mah? hope he din notice.. cos very pai seh leh.. dunno y haf this feeling.. is this called yi qian zhong qing? i dunno.. think after today i should go jurong point often.. haha..

ok finish today's feeling le.. now i wanna at here wish xing juan happy 17th birthday.. though today is ur bday but i still wanna say.. i am cuter than u.. haha.. think now u r vomiting le ba.. hee.. noe u not long.. find dat u r quite a jian tan de ren.. cos i seldom can chat wif someone so long in msn de.. btw enjoy chatting wif u.. hee... den u always look so cheerful.. gd leh.. stay always like this ba.. haha..

to someone else: think only the someone noe wat i am writing.. hey dont feel sad anymore le.. though i noe it is hard to dont feel sad.. but be strong u will always haf us.. glad dat this time u call me n tell how u feel.. hope after saying out ur feeling n after all the crying le u can feel better.. if u still need a listening ear, i will always be there de.. dont sad le.. dont think too much le.. k..