for the girl with the broken smile

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

i cry le..

i din change lor.. my temper yi xiang lai is like dat de.. like bu nai fan de ar.. y say me suddenly change le ge ren like dat.. i din.. really lor.. think u all think i change le becos i long time din show my temper le.. den this time show abit jiu say me change.. me ping shi is ren lor.. so i always keep quiet.. dun speak a word.. think me from now onwards jiu shao jiang hua le.. cos i scared me yi jiang hua you tok bu nia fan-ly le.. dunno lah.. y cant i tok on phone for long? me is just seldom use phone.. n now me use phone for long jiu say me always use phone.. dunno lah.. think me hai shi dun use phone le.. or else they you yao think this think dat le.. tok to fren nia.. n tok bi jiao gentle abit.. they ask this ask dat.. y ar? sianz leh.. me really dunno wat to do lor.. y cant i just tok to a fren? do u all noe.. u all like dat me like shi qu abit the freedom.. make me feel dat lian toking on phone de zhi you dou dun haf.. make me afraid to use phone again le.. n if i really wanna use dou needa secretive use lor.. sometime the topic i tok to my fren is secret lor.. so cant let ppl noe.. so no choice haf to go out use or wat.. den u all que think dunno wat.. dunno.. i just noe sometime i needa tok to my fren nia.. zhe yang ye cuo le ma?

gd luck for tml de tests.. my mood haf affected le.. just hope me tml still can make it for my tests..

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

que ding le...

me zhi dao le.. no more doubt le.. haha... zhi dao till now still feeling very happy.. haha.. cannot stop smiling.. hee.. though mouth will suan but nvm.. cos jiu shi happy ar when see a cute cute de "thingy".. haha..

ben ben de wo.. yesterday really ben.. ben dao bu xing.. a long way lei.. hai shi miss the chance.. but in the end still ok lah.. hee.. wat i wanna do at least got do half le.. haha.. nvm.. still got chance de.. rite? erm.. feeling.. gan qiong at 1st but still did it le.. so is man yi lah.. hee...

today new yr eve.. wanna go out de.. but lazy to ask ppl out.. so jiu forget it le.. go out ar.. anytime dou can de mah.. scared no chance ar.. hee.. but think after this wk jiu not dat free le.. cos test le ar.. n i free doesnt mean other will also free ma... but still nvm lah.. hee..

[zhen xi xian zai.. zhe yang guo le ye bu hui gan dao ke xi..]
[tong shi bei ai he ai ren cai hui gan dao xin fu..]