ah boy

ah boy is hospitalised.
feeling heart pain when saw that his leg is injected with a medicine tube.
feel the pain for him.
he even lost his voice for crying too much.
he looks tired today.
don't even feel like making any noise.
he want to turn when he is lying on the bed, but becos of the medicine tube on his leg, he cannot turn.
when he makes noise, his voice is so hoarse.
he is just a baby.

hope he can recover and discharge soon.
we will support you, be guai guai de ok?

a game of life

my blog went webby again

i just cant update everyday or frequently
lazy. i think

but how come now i am updating it?

cos tml i will be having my 1st exam for this sem
product and pricing management
den 4 more to go (till 29 april)
accounting II, integrated marketing communications, marketing channel and human language

this sem is really heavy
from the start of the sem, projects keep coming in, especially markstrat which due every week. then now when just have a bit of time to breathe, exam is here. fierce

kinda miss poly life (again)
haha.. not dat stress i think and is fun in a lot of ways
i can feel the bond with my frens in school and in cca.
in school, no one back stab or free ride. enjoy doing proj tog, eat tog, go lec n sit tog, gossip tog, go out tog, take train hm tog, whole class chalet tog. you wont feel weird or left out in the class, cos everyone knows you, n you knows everyone.
in uni, thing changes. the style of having lesson may be the same in poly. but the feel is diff, not only dat everything is diff. you will feel lost in the class, feel left out. ppl have their clique, they talk to themselves, no one will bother to befriend with you. if ppl like me, dun initiate will end up jus have a few friends.
i feel that ppl here is just trying to hide something from you. they r kinda selfish or maybe say din trust anyone. so everyone here is just hiding behide their transparent wall and observe other ppl. until they feel this ppl is ok to trust then they will slowly come out from their wall.
ppl are doubting each other. ppl take advantage of other ppl.
is a game of psychology.
from the surface everything seem fine and ok but you will never know or dun wish to know what will they say or do behind your back.
a game of trust - the one who trusted everything/everyone die, the one who choose not to trust anyone will suffer. but who to trust? worth to trust? is jus unknown. how to survive? gd qns.

i just hate stress - totally

[interview with yz, interviewer, zhen]
zhen: oh yz your birthday is coming.. so this yr how old? hee..
yz: shh.. is a secret.. haha.. nothing to secret anyway.. 23 yr old.. that sound old..

zhen: den how will you celebrate?
yz: nah.. celebrate with exam? so -_- birthday fall on exam period. is kinda wat the *do.. haha
cannot enjoy my birthday still needa stress for exam. wah is not gd.. u noe..
so listen up all the females, next time dun give birth during mid of april, beginning of may, nov and starting dec and those period that got exam. pls plan your give birth date properly, if not, next time your son or daughter cant enjoy on their birthday. haha
anyway, y did i bother so much? i din really celebrate my birthday also wat. haha.. so ya.. still fine for me. oh btw 22nd april is earth day. haha.. so pls be environmental friendly ok? haha

zhen: so.. though ya you din really celebrate bday, do you have any wishes?
yz: wishes? erm.. i wish exam period faster over. haha..
long term wishes: i wish one day i can have my own business, be it a small or big, most impt must be successful. i wish i can have my own car, small one will do and install with gps cos i still dunno the route.
short term wishes: erm.. i wish i can have a lot of money.. haha.. den no needa bother to wish for anything. haha..

zhen: ... erm.. is late.. better slp early.. tml you still have paper. ok.. all the best ya..
yz: tml kinda tired. yes.. all the best to those who also having exam. jia you jia you jia you.. chiong ar... nitez..

dreams

today i wake up at 8+am, not wake up by alarm which last nite i din set, is wake up by a dream i had.
is not a horrible dream, but it is very scary to me.
is so real dat i woke up panting n is almost like crying..
it never happen in real de.. never
think probably i have been thinking alot of things dat causing me to haf weird dreams.
stress probably is 1 of the reasons.

my right eye has been moving since ytd..
wat does it mean? gd or not? or jus a tiring eye?

i really hope everything will be fine soon.. really..

updated schedule

11 dec - othello games, carrom training
12 dec - take photo for games, carrom training
13 dec - take photo for games, *register for modules at 1.30pm to 4.30pm, carrom training
14 dec - take photo for games
17 dec - carrom games
18 dec - carrom games
19 dec - carrom games
22 dec - vball games, cousins might be coming to singapore
25 dec - xmas.. yeah!

yup.. the updated schedule for now..
haha.. xmas is coming..

jus now went for bbq organized by xiao hui.
enjoy bbq-ing, cos this is wat i wanna do long ago le.
we exchanged xmas gift again, this is the 3rd yr le.
this yr we follow the 1st yr plan, bought 1 present for each within a budget la. haha. cos we not dat rich la. haha..
erm.. everytime is quite looking forwards for this day, cos we dunno wat other will buy for us. ya.. there is kinda of surprise. haha..
thank siqi n xiao hui for the presents. haa..

ya.. i wanna thank my elder sis for the xmas present also. she give me a metal case card holder with "diamond" outside the case.. haha. it is very nice. thank ya.

erm.. next wk it going to be a busy wk for me. refer to the above schedule. how pack it can be. this is my holiday. ya.. rite.. half of it is gone. erm.. then after all this, it will be very fast to reopen sch le. how sian rite? when is my steamboat? chalet? sentosa? kbox? overseas? movies? relax? resting? gathering? etc.. n most of them need money.. so when is the money? haha.. no work, no income. dat's bad. haa..

an entry

exam finally is over..

haha.. said until i took alot of them.. hehe but i only took 2 papers..
though this sem is only 2 papers, also needa study lo.. n the last paper is like shit.
checked next sem timetable, 4 exams? wah.. sianz a big whole sia.. 4 papers lei.. needa plan the time very well le.. sianz..

okok.. next sem de thingy next sem den tok..

finished exam now.. what would i do?
needa go back sch attend this n dat.
ya.. i have join a lot of marketing competition.. but dunno how to do them? wahaha..
so think should be busy here n there ba..

schedules for dec:
3rd - google briefing
6th & 7th - othello training
10th - gui jie jie's wedding
11th - othello game
11th to 13th - carrom training
17th to 19th - carrom games
22nd - vball game
25th - xmas

look quite busy hor? i also think so.. u see la.. mostly is sch/hall stuff.. abit sianz half le actually.. but bo bian join dou join le.. n think still got others but not yet confirm, so mean the schedules can be more packed de..

i cut my hair le..
haha.. is very thin now.. haha..
look short now too.. haa

life is fragile
cherish ur family n friends ba..

i wan wii..